What you will Miss

Bob,

I love you dearly. I know you have given up on this life and don't want to live it anymore. You have asked that I be there for you, and understand, and not try to stop you. That is the hardest thing to do in the world. But knowing that there is no way for me stop you I want to at least let you know what you will miss if you leave.

Leon,

I love you and miss you much. My god it has been only two months since you died and not a day goes buy without a memory, thought about you, or just plain wishing you were around to talk to. Mostly I am sad that this list applies to you and that your death was just the beginning of the end for Bob giving up too.

What you will miss:

The sun warm on your skin.
Every beautiful thing you love.
Laughing at a funny movie.
Crying when your sad.
Being held close by a lover.
Having fun with your friends.
Making passion love.
Snuggling next to someone.
A great dish of food.
A really good glass of Whiskey.
A great book.
Watching your child grow up.
Growing old with the people you love (and that love you).
A long warm shower.
Not knowing what will happen tomorrow.
Camping trips and the Forest.
Your favorite smells.
Touching a woman's soft skin.
Singing your favorite songs.
A great back-rub in the morning.
The magic of happiness and sadness and how everything still works out in the end.

EVERY MOMENT OF THE REST OF YOUR LIFE.

I love you Bobby. So much it breaks my heart that yours is breaking. I am so sorry for the things that have happened to you. But please, please, stick around. Who knows what might happen next.