I Am Strong

The world went around
I stood still as it rotated around me
I put my hands above my head in a V
Looked up into the sky and felt the world go by my face
Time flies by and I can not stop it
I’m crippled by the sound
Half working, half sleeping
You, You
Dare you speak when I’m near
You are paralyzed and can not think of any words
You are too good for me I plead
I cannot live up to your expectations
I will drive you away by being a bitch or
Sharing things that make me look bad
Or pointing out your flaws
Frustration, pleading, cruel, painful
Wounds that cannot heal
I am broken
The hand broke my face, my mouth, my neck
I can not breathe or break free
It hurts
Who is this?
I stop reaction, emotion, sensation
Detached
I want my life back
I am strong
Sharing needs understanding
I want happiness, giggling
Love