Searching

I open my mouth
I try to form words
But they do not come out
How can I say I love you
When I am not sure that I even
Love me for who and what I am
I seek answers only to find
Non upon your face
Do you truly love me
With all of my faults
I scream in my head to know
Yet I am stuck wondering
If all I wanted is a lie
A blind truth to reality
That I try so desperately to hide behind
I want you to know who I am
Will you be scared to find out
Or will you hold me close
Whisper in my ear that you love me
For the rest of eternity