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just some of my thoughts on paper or shall i say digital paperless jouney's |
lost in cause and prone to wander. wanting peace. things will be better. just this day in which i am all i have to give shall i stay motionless? who shall i serve with emptiness at hand? what if they were back from war would i serve less or more shall i continue to strive in this yearn or shall i get up with nerve? when she returns will she welcome me back in? or will she distance herself once again? it is still 10 days till she arrives, i won't even see her then. her love has come to sweep her off her feet, once again thier lips will meet. am i upset? i preferr to think not. my lover is within. i am fooling myself on that sometimes he tells me and it is true. when it is all said and done we will probaly be through. am i a surgeon with the ability to sew? i think so. i need a surgeon to help me help them. will she let me back in? i think not i deserve what i got. NOTHING. i should have more faith than i do will i ever come to? i thought i was delivered from this land of lust love to love dust to dust faith to faith glory to glory it's just the beginning of my beautiful story. loving you from the heart pure and true but be careful it fools me too. love you ~teddi |