9/10 things to say to 10 diff. people

1.care for me, yeah, make me feel like  shit about the choices i make, no thanks
2.i wish u looked at everything the way i do, go with what u feel dont fight it, it'll catch up with u in the long run nd ull end up wishing u took the time to try it for me nd listen
3.i trust u with my life and love u to death nd u know that, but its hard for me to tell u things bcuz i know what im doing wrong and i dont like admitting it to you for some reason, maybe cuz u make me realize the truth and u dont say it harsh so it makes it seem like common sense so it makes me feel dumb for getting myself into situations in the first place
4.ur a cool kid when no ones around, i dont understand y u have to act like such an ass hole just to impress ppl, no one likes it, honestly ive tlkd to u without ppl around and ur a nice guy, why hide it ppl like the real u better
5.uve changed, as much as u act the same when we chill, uve lost touch of who ur friends are nd i do see u acting different now, maybe we jus rnt as close as we used to be,but thts cuz u dont make an effort to talk or chill, or we make plans nd u just drag me along with ur group of friends where ever they wanna go
6.im sorry i havent always been there and ive lost sense of the fact tht ur more important
in my life then other things, and that ull always be there for me no matter what an ass
ive been and the shit i put u through, being a bitch and avoiding the fact that we're close
7.dont expect me to b able to let u get to know me, if u dont make an effort to prove that
i can let myself get close to you, i need to know that i can rely on u
8.the shit u put me through in the past made me what i am today,as much as i wanna hate u, as much as i cant trust or believe anyone, i have to thank you, bcuz if u didnt fuck me over i wouldnt b able to see things as clearly as i do now or see through peoples bullshit, id fall for it when guys said things only cuz they think its what i wanna hear,so thank you
9.as odd as u are, you're awesome, u helped me through the 1st hardest thing i went through in gr.9 and even tho we dont talk much, i feel like i can tell u anything no matter what, all my stories, i should have told u the truth about how i felt when u told me u liked me
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