I think i'm finally going to get brave

I think i'm going to finally get brave.

i'm still scared out of my mind.

that hasn't changed.

i just can't let this run my life anymore.

i can't live thAT WAY ANYMORE.

I WON'T GO ToO FAR.

I REALIZE YOU COULD TAKE IT ALL AWAY.

I'M NOT STUPID.

I REALIZE WHO HAS THE POWER.

I JUST THINK IT'S TIME TO SHOW SOME BACK BONE.

PLEASE UNDERSTAND I NEED THIS.

I NEED TO TAKE BACK SOME CONTROL.

I NEED TO STAND UP FOR WHAT I BELIEVE IS WORTH IT.

I CAN'T JUST SIT BACK AND LET THIS HAPPEN ALL OVER AGAIN.

I HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND.

DON'T TAKE THIS as an ATTACK AGAINST YOU BECAUSE I WOULD NEVER EVEN TRY.

I JUST NEED TO BE STRONG.

I NEED TO LIVE AGAIN.

I NEED TO GET BACK IN THE GAME.

I'M TIRED OF ALL THIS SHAME.

I'M STILL BEHIND YOU.

I JUST NEED TOo WALK TO.

I CAN'T LIE DOWN ANYMORE.

I FEEL LIKE I'VE BEEN DRAGED FOR YEARS and my body just can't take anymore.

so here we are the slave and the master.

i can feel my heart race faster.

i can see through you now.

every drop is gone.

you have no heart.

you don't even BREATHE but you have a strange kind of power over me.

i think i'm finally going to get brave.

i'm still scared out of my mind.

that hasn't changed.

i just can't let this run my life anymore