Completely Yours

Here in the Darkness
I found something real
         and something fake
my life havent really started
and i'm already lost

At least i know what is waiting
in the end of this ruined path
knowing that i would always feel like home
safe and protected
mostly loved

I find myself smiling more
more than crying
i touched my lips
i recieved an angel's kiss

falling from the sky
i feel every feather touch my bare skin
i hear every wing flap
         my seraph- my guardian angel
I'm so afraid
So ashamed
of my existance

Why do i exist
for which purpose
the doors closed be hide me.
i no longer know what i have done
where i have gone

The snow is falling
kissing my face
i fell asleep
surrounded by white
more confuse then lost
then i found you

my eyes filled with tears
alone and scared
alone, you heard my cries
you whispered into my ear
sweet seduction
gashing across my skin
blood spilt

never will i be the same

i'm completely yours