Biography 1

Hello everyone! i told you i was going to write a small bio on myself and just so you know my Eyez are hazel hints the name(hazeldreamz).I want to tell about myself so u can get to know me and relate a little. One thing u will notice in my writings i will mostly replace"you" with "u" only because i like to make things short and simple, so im sorry if it bothers you! Well if u didn't know already my Name is Eric M. BEll. I was born on a thursday night around 3:00am on January 28th, 1987. I was born in Anderson, Indiana but i grew up in Indianopolis almost my whole life.I also took a english 101 class and was passing with a B<<just so u know in college and i dropped out not realizing i had potential and a love for writing .But im a city boy! To get things started on my current events i am leaving to go to the U.S. Airforce and hopefully ill be leaving by February. Everyone asks me why? Well im gonna tell you. I found that life can throw lemons at you and wether u duck or dodge them u will always ware yourself out. I have learned many things in my 20 years of life and still learning. I have decided to become something to be a part of something big. I want the world to know who i am and what i am not. Most of all its for myself and to learn responsibilty and discipline. Enough of the boring stuff and on with the interesting things. My personality is unique none the less. Some could say weird some could say strange or complete genious! just kidding:) Most of all i have been called a dreamer my whole life but i do like to think and use philosophy to entertain me and others. One man had a dream and we as american society changed our ways to acknowledge it and respect it. I mean Dr. Martin Luther king Jr. esplained to the people he had a dream and motivated many to accomplish it so why can't we dream and let others acknowledge it? But people need understand there is a difference between a dream,reality and a goal. I consider my dreams to be goals of course and use the logic of reality. In my writings im going to wite several bios before i go into what i like. This is just for people to know me and understand i am an understandinfg and down to earth guy. Anywayze back to my Bio. I have witnessed and seen and experienced a lot in my life to understand the meaning of it. Although im stiil trying to figure it out. My goals in life are this: i want to become a successful man and have set my goals for that. I want to be a bartender and enjoy my life as well as live it. After that i want to be a business owner and become independent and prove to myself and others that i can you can do everything your self. With that in mind i have completed my first step and struggling on the second. I graduated Highschool and now am trying to find a way to better myself and to never live in unhappiness and misfortunes. In all reality i have achieved many things and i have failed but i see my failure as lessons and guides of not repeating the same thing over and over. All right time for the interesting things and out with the boring things. I am a very sensitive outgoing guy that has learned a lot about women and have become quite a ladies man at that.(not to be arrogant or nuthing.) I have studied women and learn their ways and have created a system of being in control but not able to hold that control. In my past i have dated many woman and have upset myself as well as went through heart brake. I never let girls tie me down nor drag me down. I have never kept a girl for over a month!(lol0 Its not funny when it is serious though. i always try to find that one girl who makes me happy but my mission always fails. It seems i can always give a girl a good time but never be with them for a awhile. I believe i have a curse and cant figure it out. All right enough about the love life! Lets move on to my dislikes in a person. One thing i always look for is trust and loyalty in a person. Lying and stealing is a pet peeve and Doesn't attract my attention what so ever. I like honesty wether its good or bad i just want the truth! Im sure many people do as well. How about my likes and interests?! i do like shopping and not its not feminine i just like to spend money! lol doesnt everyone? I would say im the person who spends beer money on wine:p I love to be atheletic and stay fit for my overall appearance. YEs looks do make a difference to me and not afraid to admit. I would say im high maintenced or so i been told!(>_<) i would say im very metro and like to stay stylish and i wear what is comfortable as well as my expensive taste. I LOVe my music and that is my escape in life is my music. I listen to anything that has a beat and the lyrics as well but they have to match or i wont listen!! I dont like gospel or Jazz!! boring! At least for my yung mind. My favorite of all is R&B. It always sets the mood . .lol . .i like to listen to music i can relate to alot. Well i have really covered alot !! lol But it never ends i will tell more in my other writings but for now this is a spark to start the fire. Feel free to tell me what you think and i always enjoy new people to talk to!! Im very social when it comes to my interests . .i have been social all my life. I started drinkin when i was 17 and have changed my drinking habits. I was always drinking 2 years ago and now i just do it for social friendly get togethers. I see it as a way of really getting know someone and believe u have to be drunk to know a drunk. I believe it is true a sober man's thoughts is a drunken man's wurds. Of course i never intentionally get drunk i only drink to socialize. I also enjoy being with my friends and spending time with them whenever i can. So please feel free to be social. I hate shyness and cowardly minds!! YOu have one life So live it to the fullest!!. In the meantime free your mind in words not thoughts because no one can see what u are thinking!! Until the next writing see ya later

>>>HazelDreamz