For Love

(This is my favorite from a collection of mine I call "your words" ..these poems are bits and pieces of conversation i collect from conversations i have online. I talk about how i feel and take both sides and make poetry out of it)

i've let myself truly accept all this..
changing her mind and breaking.
You inspired me.
tonight my heart falls a little deeper for you.
to be weak. it wasn't allowed.
I'm looking for more.
now i'm just here.. trying to take you all in
but forgeting where to put my heart
wait.
going in and out of crying
but rather more like my soul escaping..
to live on my cheek and melt into your skin.
i couldn't be again.
Cause if you read between her lines you know everything.
Thank you..
for everything that had to do with you
Acknowleging my existance.
Being in the world.
And thought, and dreamed. and it was you...
my creativity..
no one does that for me.
have me in your life, I will remain..
days after mine.. deeper than this.
Incomprehensible.
catch my words.. then fall into my arms
I know what its like to be consumed in you.
I don't want forever to pass without you.
Is it too much?
without doubt.. I do love you.
...my innermost feelings.