Dangerous love

      Dangerous Love

I am desperately seeking you; needing you.
Dreaming you'd still love me.
Want me.
Touch me.
Hug me.
Make me feel lucky.
Console me.
Hold me.
You told me you'd never leave me.
Why did you deceive me?
You cheated me.
You denied to me
all the lies you provided to me.
The real you hides in me.
I am trying to keep you inside of me.
Please enlighten me in spite of me.
Your my only relief.
My only belief lies in you.
What do I do?
I need to see you.
My arms reach for you.
I come up empty.
I want you to mend me.
Instead you always send me in a depressive state.
I have a confession to make.
I tend to become an obsessive mate.
I have to suppress this pain
because you left me this way.
I don't think I'll be okay.
I am starting to drift away.
My mind shifts away.
This love I'd like to wish away.
Yet I'd still like to kiss away
all your tears.
Just to have you hear.
It's clear .
You only appear when you want to destroy me.
You like to toy with me.
You can turn me off and
so easily turn me on.
You can make me weak
and make me strong.
You took for granted all that you damaged in me.
Still you manged to be my sanity.
Then you handed me a love
that was only a fatality.
You left me stuck in your reality.
I don't know how to be without you.
This life isn't enough.
I need your dangerous love.