~You are my ocean.

Sweetest sands of moments lost,
swirling like a sea of despair,
pass through my pruning toes.
Waterlogged from my terrible tears.

Flowing against me like an endless tide,
never high enough to sweep me away,
never low enough to drown me in its currents.
Forever ebbing against me in unforgiving.

I am trapped in my own destructive sadness,
swimming in the waters of your misunderstanding.
Angry and in need! Will someone hear my cry?
I can struggle no more! The sands of my life,
are sucking me in to where nothing will exist.

I will die, live then die again, a tide never ending,
always moving within my raging pain, created by you.
Damn you!!! You sought yourself and saw only me.
You were so wrapped in yourself all that you couldn't see.

Somewhere in your tearing waves, I was tossed aside.
To awaken so torn in my sands of memories pain.
Quicksand is kissing me, I long to lie still.
I no longer want my life!

Please, come back!! Drown me in our memories.
Let me float in the emptiness, that you are.
Feeling the sweetest sands of my moments lost.
Forever reminding me of your ocean's kiss.