He could feel it inside him, knew it was there The feelings would soon be too much to bear He'd be hands on knees, letting it all out The sickness inside would never reside No company for him but the pressure at his side Vividly remembering the faces around him Their faces contorting until it fills him with sorrow And the night is alive, at the tip of his finger But tonight he's gonna understand what it feels like to die Repeating everything is fine and its all a lie And he'll say it's all in his mind but it all feels so real His life has been knocked off the even keel One look over his past and he starts to reel And he starts looking for anwsers in all the wrong places Listening to preachers until he realizes talk is useless And now he only opens his mouth to say what's vital Rejected what was gifted, the present of a title And now he just wants to forget, espace from his troubles But they continue to haunt and resurface The problems run much deeper than the surface And he won't go inside to find the root of the problem Cause he's scared of what he'll find A venture into his mind like behind enemy lines And he won't delegate or share the task, afraid to let anyone see his true self because surely they'll misjudge and hurt and thats the only thing i've learnt there's no life to be lived on this planet earth |