MY RIGHT EAR IS SO DANGEROUS

MY RIGHT EAR IS SO DANGEROUS

MY PARTIAL HEARING LOSS IS SO DANGEROUS,
EVEN THOUGH I CAN HEAR YOU/
ITS STILL GONNA PUSH YOU AWAY,
I DONT WANNA SIT NEAR YOU,
CAUSE WHAT EVER COMMENTS YOU HAVE FOR ME,
I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY/
MY LEFT EAR IS GONE,
MY RIGHT EAR IS GOOD,
BUT ITS SO DANGEROUS IT CAN GET ME KILLED/
THE SOUNDS ARE SO CONTAGIOUS,
MY EAR DRUM WONT BE STILL/
JUST LEAVE ME ALONE SO I CAN ROT,
CAUSE I AM DIFFICULT TO DEAL WITH/
FROM NOBODY, I DONT TAKE SHIT/
BUT I WASNT BORN LIKE THIS/
IM SCARED OF TALKING TO YOU/
YOU DONT KNOW WHAT I BEEN THROUGH/
MY RIGHT EAR IS SO DANGEROUS/
IT WILL CAUSE TROUBLE/
I DONT WANNA MAKE OUR JEOPARDY A DOUBLE/
IT DOESNT AMTTER HOW CUTE AND GREAT I AM/
YOU MITE NOT GIVE A DAMN/
YOU'LL BE SO PISSED/
WHEN YOU FIND OUT THAT BEING MUTE AND LIVEING WITH SILENCE IS BLISS/

i cant hear everything around me,
but i can hear without the background noises/
look at my surroundings,
and pay attention to the background voices/

you may try to down me,
lie on me,
and accuse me of twisting every word you say/
you may hug me proudly
for my goals accomplished, i dont play/
try to take advantage of me,
word and mind games/
that you wanna play/

you say you love me,
i didnt hear that,
i think you said you wanna hug me/
when you say you hate me,
i aint mad,
i think you said you wanna date me/

i turn you off so quick,
cause you think i dont want a job/
but i need employment that wont make me feel like a deaf snob/
im tired of getting laid off/
im sick off getting fired/
i just wnt a day off/
cause i know i am tired/
i cant hear shit,
then the employers would say,
"WHY DID THIS SLOW ASS RETARED PIECE OF SHIT GET HIRED??"/
i have a high school diploma,
and im trying to make it to college,
im still in a struggle,
you see and think i am crazy/
but you find my skills,talents, education , and manners quite amazing/
you may see me looking sad,
im not crazy, but im just depressed/
i remember smoking black and mild back in the days,
to get that heavy burdened stress/
off of my chess/

everyday i pray/
you get mad at me for the things i didnt hear you say/
you can hate me,never trust me, and call me a liar/
and see me burning in the fire/
because the questions that you ask me,
you say that words that i speak come are irrevelent,
because io never heard or understand what you said/
accusing me of verbally beating around the bush/
i talked and heard the best i could/
sometimes i cant understand shit being said on
the telephone/
its more jeopardizing living alone/
i sleep so good,
anything can happen to me in my sleep,
i might wake up and find my self in the throne of god,
being judged before i go to heaven or hell,

no one is nicer,
no one is perfect,
if you are scared of crossing the street with me cause i cant hear traffic sounds,
then let me walk alone/
if your tired of repeating yourself to me,
then cut me off/
or atleast hang up the phone/
thats why we text or write notes,
thats why i chose to speak in those actions,
and wonder why you see me alone everyday/
you think i cant handle you,
but i can take the pain/
if you keep thinking i am strange/
and you will find yourself stereotyping,
i will use your attributes against you and your society
at a close range/

MY PARTIAL HEARING LOSS IS SO DANGEROUS,
EVEN THOUGH I CAN HEAR YOU/
ITS STILL GONNA PUSH YOU AWAY,
I DONT WANNA SIT NEAR YOU,
CAUSE WHAT EVER COMMENTS YOU HAVE FOR ME,
I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY/
MY LEFT EAR IS GONE,
MY RIGHT EAR IS GOOD,
BUT ITS SO DANGEROUS IT CAN GET ME KILLED/
THE SOUNDS ARE SO CONTAGIOUS,
MY EAR DRUM WONT BE STILL/
JUST LEAVE ME ALONE SO I CAN ROT,
CAUSE I AM DIFFICULT TO DEAL WITH/
FROM NOBODY, I DONT TAKE SHIT/
BUT I WASNT BORN LIKE THIS/
IM SCARED OF TALKING TO YOU/
YOU DONT KNOW WHAT I BEEN THROUGH/
MY RIGHT EAR IS SO DANGEROUS/
IT WILL CAUSE TROUBLE/
I DONT WANNA MAKE OUT JEOPARDY A DOUBLE/
IT DOESNT AMTTER HOW CUTE AND GREAT I AM/
YOU MITE NOT GIVE A DAMN/
YOU'LL BE SO PISSED/
WHEN YOU FIND OUT THAT BEING MUTE AND LIVEING WITH SILENCE IS BLISS/

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