Smitten

Smitten by a bitter love my heart could take no more,
So all of my experience I started to implore,
I implored my inner being to come through for me one more time,
And take my love and place my heart out there on the line,
I searched for a cure for this bitter love less than pure,
No answer came to mind my heart asked and I replied,
Each time I am not sure how much indifference my heart can endure,
To take away the bitterness and fill my heart with tenderness,
Would take more than the first impression,
Or the love I've waited for to be a love a first sight,
If it shows me the way love was meant to be,
And chased the bitterness away the warmth love has inside it,
Would recapture the depth and the desire,
As I stand back and I admire the love I held at first sight,
The breath leaves my body and i can not soon recover,
As I discover what this love has in store,
My heart still aches and I'll never feel for sure,
What I started out and I believed was a love that could endure,
The bitter,cold instability of other lovers passing through,
I wanted my heart to know the warmth of the love that is me and you,
Outside interference, and the way you do your other lover,
Became all mixed up and you forgot what meant something to me,
Love is now a bitter touch of your hand, but my love demands,
All the warmth that is inside what became the love of you and I...

Could my heart endure