More Than a Little Bit

  Is it okay for me to want more than a lot of a little bit? To want someone my own someone to want for me as passionately and as intensely as I want them back? To daydream about us about me and what he wants to do...to me when he gets home from work.

  I entered this union, cause yeah it’s a union not to change the world only him. To change his frame of mind to mine, to help him find his ultimate happiness, our ultimate happiness. To bask in this thing called love, and to ride it until the wheels fall off. Use our union to help answer one of life’s long unanswered questions, does true love really exist? So we can reply on the basis of our own character that yes true love still exist, we helped revive it, nurture it from the torturous death many have subjected it to and are continuing to put it through. We helped revive it to help teach, to help learn, to help it grow as strong and mighty like the bands they wear around their fingers. Funny how in this case two rights make a wrong and the wrong’s, well they make the right.

  Now I can kind of understand the phrase “if loving you is wrong, I don’t want to be right.” But that’s not fair, the right’s in this case get the mid day kisses, 2am pinches that seductively implies “roll over and make love to me” that says "we need to talk" without a single word being said. The right’s remain the one getting the affection, the house, the cars,  the vacations, the 2.5 kids, the dog, the cat, white picket fence, the American Dream that we grew up hearing about. While  the “loving you's” still goes on...still alone...still wrong... or are we?

  Is it okay for me to want more than a lot of a little bit? Better yet when is a lot of a little bit not enough.....