I used to

I used to be compassionate I even used to cry

There was a time that I got hope when focused to the sky

I used to love I used to laugh I even used to smile

I would even pray to you every once in awhile

I used to be a child and now I have my own

I want to be a good father but couldn't train at home

I used to have a place in this hell where my fears would fade away

Panic attacks are so fun, thank you, I get them everyday

Believe in you? ..... I used to