My Aversion to Writing Poetry

You told me some advice
and it actually made some sense-
“you’re made the way you are for a reason- including all that crap going through your head, you should do something with it”

So I’m looking for the
interesting, non-imaginary,
with a complex of
worry about what I have to say.

Is it interesting, does it make much sense?  Because there are the great writers-
those who just get it-
they know what to say –
And I want to be great.

To hell with worrying about what to say,
It’ll come out eventually-
When I figure it out.

Til then, guess the words
might have to fill in the blanks-
But it’s all expression.