To Fall

To Fall  
By Nolricae  
Why do you test me?  
Why must you leave me?  
Love me,  
Hate me,  
Envy me,  
For not falling for you?  
But the things I've seen fall,  
Never turn out all right,  
Why do I cry for you?  
For your mistakes, 
That only hurt me,  
No matter what others say,  
I'm hurt,  
I fall,  
For that kiss which we share,  
Fall,  
I Fall,  
We Fall,  
They fall, 
But you say this is love, 
So rather than use common sense,  
I fantasize, on your command, 
About lovely beaches,  
We'll one day share, 
And when my true friends, 
Teach me, Real love, 
I agree, 
I've had enough, 
I say I'm through, 
Whatever, 
We're done, 
With the cute little signs, 
And the fake, tested love, 
You hardly care, 
And you act like it's no big deal, 
But when others fall from me, 
You back me up, 
You stood by me when no other would, 
And for that, I take you, 
But then you prove to me you haven't changed, 
Why can't I learn? 
Why don't you? 
Love me, 
Hate me, 
Care for me? 
Picnics falter, 
IM's fail, 
But you get the picture, 
I'm mad, 
And when I reconsider once again, 
I know better, 
No! 
I don't care! 
I keep strong for the days, 
Until you, 
Fall.