If I Were To Commit Suicide

IF I WERE TO COMMIT SUICIDE I WOULD TELL YOU ALL HOW MUCH I LOVED YOU
IF I WERE TO COMMIT SUICIDE I WOULD TELL YOU HOW MUCH I'D MISS YOU
IF I WERE TO COMMIT SUICIDE I WOULD TELL YOU HOW MUCH I NEEDED YOU
IF I WERE TO COMMIT SUICIDE I WOULD TELL YOU WHY DIDNT YOU LISTEN TO ME
WHEN I CRIED ALONE AT NIGHT
IF I WERE TO COMMIT SUICIDE I WOULD TELL YOU WHY DIDNT YOU EVER STAND BY MY SIDE WHEN THE WORLD WAS AGAINST ME
IF I WERE TO COMMIT SUICIDE IT WOULD BE THE WORST THING I COULD DO
BUT WHO WOULD EVEN CARE IF FROM THIS LIFE I MYSELF REMOVED
IF I WERE TO COMMIT SUICIDE WOULD I REALLY BE MISSED
CUZ CROCODILE TEARS DONT MEAN ANYTHING WHEN IN LIFE YOURE DISMISSED
IF I WERE TO COMMIT SUICIDE WOULD YOU EVEN CARE, WOULD YOU TRY TO STOP ME
OR BE EVEN THERE
IF I WERE TO COMMIT SUICIDE WOULD YOU REALIZE HOW MUCH IN THIS WORLD I REALLY MATTERED
OR WOULD YOU BE GLAD THAT I LEFT OR JUST MOPE AROUND AND BE SADDER.
IF I WERE TO COMMIT SUICIDE IS THE QUESTION. DO YOU HAVE THE ANSWER.
DO WE REALLY IN THIS LIFE KNOW WHAT REALLY DOES MATTER.