Introspection of my own upbringing |
My maker made me with a determined plan in mind And throughout the years, I was sculpted and modeled to fit that scheme Because when I was finished, I had to be perfect to be part of the show So great care was taken in my construction, nothing was missed. I was built to be kind, to share, and to love To be strong yet courteous to my female co-actors I was to provide and protect so they would feel safe These would be how I would define pride within myself It took many years of lessons and teaching for me to learn my role So when the show began, I would not falter nor stumble But as the time drew near when I should begin to do my part It seemed something had gone terribly wrong Perhaps it was just my perception of things and with time, it would come clear So I went onto the stage and began my part I did as I had rehearsed and stuck to the lines as best I could But it all fell apart and I couldn't understand why It was as if the parts had been changed but nobody told me to switch So I did what I could and hoped it would all turn out right in the end But things just got worse until I became so frustrated I didn't know how to act And I just sat there staring and wondering what to do next I thought at first, everyone else was blowing their parts But as the years went by, I began to see it was me I had been made for a show that didn't exist And was thrown into one I wasn't made for I tried to fake my way through it all but it just wouldn't work Confusion turned to frustration until I began to unravel I looked around at the others doing their parts flawlessly Yet I spun away like a top, out of control So I sit and I wonder what happened to the show The one I was built for, the one I should be in And why was I placed in this one without warning Perhaps, I was merely the comedy routine |