sadness

Have you ever felt like your sinking in the dirt, trying to run away but going to slow, or maybe dying and nobody cares? Have you ever felt as if nobody cares how sad you are, maybe your the only one stressing over the issue. I've been feeling this way & decided to write about it because it is the only way to get out my feelings...maybe someone special will come along and read it, and possibly care.
I get this sick feeling, and everything clouds up, I get really dizzy and want to cry. I'm strong and hold it inside. I dont want to make people think i'm weak, because i'm usually the rock.