Wounds

Pain is coursing through my mind,
Why did this happen to me now?
I was getting over you,
All the crap you put me through,
Then you walk back into my life.

Get out of my head,
I really wish that I could wish you were dead,
But, I just can't bring myself to hate you that much.
We were always so close...
But when I see you now it feels like a joke.

I know you were grown,
I know you felt alone,
But why did you go and hurt me,
So deeply you hurt me.
And all I want to know is why.

My heart is breaking,
My mind is full of promises you made,
My life is in shambles,
My heart has finally paid.
That's what I get for trusting you.

I've known you since we were kids,
Now look at what you did.
My mind is closing down.
I'm falling towards the ground.
I feel like I'm just sinking down.

I want to resurface,
Can't breathe in this pain.
It's crushing my soul,
I need to get out...
I see the light in my endless nightmare.