Dark to light, fake too real

She walks away and blackness sinks into your eye line,
What is to become of you?
Where will you end up?
A spiral of confusion and desperation cycles,
All through your heart, coldness and deceit,
Running is weak you cannot hide,
So walk straight in,
Beneath your cloak of happiness you talk,
And chat with a great smile and fake your emotions,
I ‘love’ you…
Girlfriends are all yours and you are ‘the man’
Lust and fake smiles become dead in the night,
And tears of real flicker to your heart of love,
It’s killing you so much; you can never have her back,
And no one can ever replace her.

Sitting in a room full of people,
So alone,
Everyone has left you,
No light left to see all is gone,
Girlfriends, friends, and no such people in your eye line now,
You hear a laugh and spin around,
You talk to her, with no intentions,
No alternative motives,
Such to get to know her,
Oh wow, she is amazing and you feel the thing that you lost before,
The dark is gone and no artificial light lurks within,
Just the sun in her eyes, all you can do is stare,
Heart pumps, no desperation just a love,
Could this be, she is so beautiful,
Burning all the memories into dust,
I wonder if she likes you.

You imagine kissing her,
Wonder if you ever will,
Oh god, she is so out of your league,
She will never like you,
Doubt sets in you start to play,
No need, the game is over before it’s become,
Good, she likes you, your heartburns,
And your face smiles,
Eyes cannot lie,
You want to hold her in your arms,
Before she is gone forever,
Hold her close and let her know,
You trust her,
And will always try to be there for her,
And then you kiss her,
And it’s like a magic spell being cast upon your mind,
There’s nothing there but her.