Impure

I see the world through paranoid eyes
So I sit alone and wonder why
I've been through shit I can't endure
Because you lived your life so impure
You took away my will to live
Now my trust is gone, I can't forgive
I remember everything you did
I was only six, just a kid

I hope you see what you have done
Making me the ugly one
But you took away so much more
So I hope you rot, you fucking whore

I feel my life fall apart
So push a dagger through my heart
Step aside and watch me bleed
This is what I really need
To end this life and start again
Because I know I cannot win

I hope you see what you have done
Making me the ugly one
But you took away so much more
So I hope you rot, you fucking whore

Now my life seems so impure
I cannot face my greatest fear
Desperate thoughts of suicide
This is my fear I tried hide

I hope you see what you have done
Making me the ugly one
But you took away so much more
So I hope you rot, you fucking whore

I still want to fucking die
I no longer wonder why
I can't escape the pain I feel
And I'm afraid I'll never heal