Never was it meant for me

NEVER WAS IT MEANT FOR ME

Destroy the thing that I’ve become
This hopeless being who has gone numb
My mind is dark with senseless thoughts
Of long lost moments I must wrought
The bargaining tool: my love is
Which is not such a loss to give
For I’ve not felt within my heart
The works of magic they say start
And with this pill I shall not feel
Only see those things are not real
Nothing is gained and none is lost;
My love is not so great a cost.
I have killed a great many souls
Through my hating and ceaseless cold.
I will not miss my love a bit
For I am used to giving it
To hopeless souls with tasteless buds
Those who do feel and wish to love
I will not miss my love, you see
‘cause never was it meant for me.