Confusion Lingers

Just a few more words to keep me alive.
Another line of thunder and anger to go on.

Needing his help still to this day.
For he was all I ever needed before
He pushed me away.

Darkness covers and light expires,
Thought I was moving on,
And old doors show something new.

Pain continues to linger,
This infinite abyss;
It begs to exist.

After everything life has done,
And with all that its taken from me,
I can hardly believe Im so free.

Anger controlled the person I once was,
Emptiness consumed the person I became,
Madness obliberated the person I wished to be,
And now confusion takes over someone I hardly know.