un-fixable

"love"
its a funny thing
nobody understands it
but everyone says they feel it
I thought it was love that led me to her
and her to me
me and her were supposed to be forever
but I guess forever isn't as long as it used to be
we all get our hearts broken in the end
but unlike erveryone else, mine won't heal
nothing can fix it
its impossible
nobody can help me
nobody but her
she broke it
and now she's the only one who can fix it
but she won't
she wants me to be like this
she did it on purpose
and she doesn't regret it
she loves to see me hurt
and she likes to make me suffer
but the longer I hide it, the more she does it
and the more I show it, the more she enjoys it
I know I should hate her for it
but I can't, because every time that I try
all of our good times rush back to my mind
I can't get rid of them
I wish I could just forget them
but I can't
because she broke me
and I can't be fixed