Too bad I found you

It's really too bad I found you

Wasn't it uncomplicated
when I didn't know
you were my match?

Could it be better
to forget the negative
and enjoy the benefits?

Would I be happy to settle
for nothing
or a little of something?

How do I justify
so much hurt,
while feeling so much love ?

Why do you
disgust me,
yet I need you so much?

Will you ditch me
after tommorow,
but I have you today?

Are you really
a close traitor,
or my dearest friend?

When will you
push me away,
and let me find someone new?