Final Surrender

Oh dear Lord, please let me go,
leaving blood tracks in the snow.
I cut across my vein today.
I tried to send my pain away.
Leave a life I can not lead,
Toss the things I do not need.

A life is not too much to cost,
To turn away and cut ones loss.
Forget the things that have been said,
With every chrimson drop thats bled.
I will leave this life better than it was before,
Like in the days before I was born.

Oh dear Lord, please take me back.
And ignore the areas where I lack.
Take me out and let me stay,
For I can't take another day.