A poem about the pain love can cause. |
Love Without Pain If it ends like this, With tears rolling sown my cheeks, Tears and sadness, Grief and fear descend on me. I hate this so very much. I love them, my family, But hate this, this feeling Of aloneness, as if they cold care less about me. If love ends like this, I want none of it. It seems as though love causes so much pain. You are happy at first but it causes so many tears. Then pain, when you’re hurt by someone you love. Do I want any part of it? I want to close off my feelings. But I can not, It hurts when those you love, Seem not to care anything about you. Your family, it started with love, Love and caring for each other I remember good times, A long time ago, when I felt secure, Loved and cared for. Now, I feel hurt and alone. I do not want to cause this Part of me wants to drop off any love To avoid this, this pain and hurt If love ends like this I want to be as far away As humanly possible From any relationships If love ends with pain Why would anyone love? Yet, I do love, I love deeply But with my love is a deep fear A fear of the pain and hurt I feel at home Hurt so deep within Because you know you love them And think they should love you Does all love cause this pain? Unknown questions flood my head. Love causes so many questions But with all the fear, pain, and the unknown I love still Maybe not because I want it But it finds me Whether I want it or not Maybe it is up to us, The two who begin a love To say whether it becomes painful Love without hurt, Is a precious gift Priceless and rare It is what we all long for. But, is it attainable? Can you find that rare love? Can I? |