Have you ever

First one ever, 4th grade

Have you ever lived my life,
spent one minute in my shoes?
If you haven't then tell me why
you judge me as you do.
Have you ever attempted suicide
Thinking it was the only way.
Have you ever seen your sister start using durgs,
at the age of 16?
I'll tell you now it's not fun
Have you ever lived my life,
No, you haven't so don't judge me when
you first see me.
Have you ever lived my life,
spent one minute in my shoes?
If you haven't then tell me why
you judge me as you do.
Have you seen your friend almost shoot her self
at a sleep over. At her 13th?
Have you ever been beat up everyday?
Not physically, but mentally too?
Have you ever lived my life,
spent one minute in my shoes?
If you have't then tell me why,
you judge me as you do.



More from Freshman year


Have You Ever (Part 2-the early teen years)

Have you ever lived my life,
Spent one minute in my shoes?
If you haven't then tell me why,
You judge me as you do.
Have you ever seen a friend,
Give her life away to heroin?
Have you ever had to fight,
For someone eles unborn child?
Have you ever lived my life,
Spent one minute in my shoes?
Have you ever struggled with low self estem,
low enough the only way to raise it is blood?
Have you ever longed to be normal,
Enough to hurt yourself?
Have you ever tried,
Tried so hard and failed?
Have you ever lived my life,
Spent one minute in my shoes?
If you haven't then tell me why,
You judge me as you do.
Have you ever been so addicted,
that you could not focus on anything?
Have you ever drank so much,
then awoken with white lights?
Have you ever started something,
that you couldn't stop just to "fit in"
Have you ever lived my life,
Spent one minute in my shoes?
If you haven't then tell me why,
You judge me as you do.


Have You Ever part 3 (just my life)

Have you ever lived my life,
Spent one minute in my shoes?
If you haven't then tell me why you,
Judge me as you do.
Have you ever never cried,
Because you "knew better?"
Have you ever wondered,
How to live?
Have you ever felt so bad,
That blood was shed?
Have you ever slept so long,
Just because of too many pills?
Have you ever felt as if,
Death was the only way?
Have you ever lived my life,
Spent one minute in my shoes?
I know you haven't so,
don't you judge me as you do.
Have you ever been so down,
That no one could pick you up?
Have you ever lot so much,
You pasted out?
Have you ever lived my life,
Spent one minute in my shoes?
If you have then tell me why,
You judge me as you do.