Betrayal

Betrayal of an unknown word
Feeling worthless
Not good enough
The time of day not given
Phone calls, letters, emails
Have completely stopped
Out of the blue,
You don't want me anymore
Tears of pain
Feelings of rage
Disappointment in calling you dad
A hole growing bigger in my heart
Everyday
A distance growing bigger
Every second
Did I do something wrong?
Not Good Enough?
I will never know
What turned you away from me,
Your Daughter
Part of you made me
I'm half of you
How can you reject me
Why is my life so insignificant
Don't you feel something missing
Your life in a different time zone
Reaching out to you
Time and time again, rejected
Longing for love
Acceptance, want
Giving all of me to you
You give nothing
Losing sight of forgiveness
Wondering about all the wasted years
Wasted years putting you on a silver platter
Long lost memories
No new ones to look forward to
I hate that you make me cry
I hate you can control me
Without being in my life
Stupid, blind
Not wanting to believe
Life just seems to be incomplete
How can you reject me
How?