how do you dare

Every time i see ya
you make my heart flutter
make my words stutter
on this paper
pen cant move to fast
alwasy puts me in last
to state the words i long
words so strong
they could never be wrong
about you
and the things you do
just wish you knew
the way i feel
the way you steal
gives me a fatality
to my sanity
these feeling so rare
must mean that i care
now how do you dare
to just sit their and stare
and show you dont care
about me
after i let you see
the things about me
i guess i am not what you need
with makes me lead
to the posibility to believe
you dont realy love me back
feels lik a tack
has been pushed though
my back
through my heart
will not start
to heal from these wounds
that i have had from the womb
it will always lead me to doom