Things Needed Said

Things Needed Said

I see his pain,
I want to ease it.
But from me it’s not the same,
So for him I’ll sit.

I’ll wait for the day,
When he decides to open up.
All the things he needs to say,
And we’ll share over a cup.

Things we’ve never shared,
Dreams, wishes, sadness, pain, things that make us sore.
Everything that will make us a pair,
Friends forever, never more.

I know bits and pieces,
Of the pain in his heart.
The thing he misses most, his mothers kisses.
I know they’ll never part.

But I feel so helpless,
Knowing that I’m not enough.
Maybe it’s for the best,
Knowing that I can help with some stuff.

He doesn’t know my love,
To him, I’m just a friend.
But he’s an angel from above,
Coming in and saving me from my end.

He’s saved my life,
And for that I’m forever grateful.
We’ve both paid the ultimate price,
Losing the one’s closest to us, making it so painful.

We’re so much alike,
Yet so different.
Our heads like a kite,
Up in the clouds, where all out dreams are sent.

We never want to come down,
Where all our pain is.
Everything that makes us frown,
The freeness, the peace.  Everything we’ll miss.

Maybe one day,
I’ll share all my pain.
All the things I need to say,
Anything to make my heart sane.

And get things off my chest,
But he comes first.
For me, this is a must,
Anything to ease his curse.

So here I’ll sit,
Waiting for the day.
The day his pain he admits,
And all the things he needs to say.