The Last Night

I watch the blood go down the drain
And close my eyes to take the pain
The pain of life, the pain of death
The pain of living with regret
The memories come flooding back
Brimming in me, ready to attack
A tear or two rolls down my eyes
Because I know I really tried
To live through this world of madness
Loss, pain and lasting sadness
I’m not sure if I can live again
My soul already has been stained,
My wrists reflect the pain of my past
As I cry, tonight might be my last
I slam my head on the bathroom wall
Wishing for an end to it all
More blood splatters on the tiled floor
I just can’t take this anymore
No-one ever believed in me
When they look at me there’s nothing to see
Except for the terrified and lonely face
Of the girl whose life has been a waste
And as I raise the knife above my head
I cry the last tears I’ll ever shed...