Freak, Like Me

I'm left alone in the fetal position
Praying for this life to end
I'm stuck in this hopeless condition
Wondering if my life will ever begin
I don't know why I feel so down
But I found a way to disguise the pain
I make sure that no one's around
Then pick up the blade to escape the shame

As I lay down to sleep
I realize talk is cheap
Words don't seem to kill my pain
Am I the only one insane
When mutilation breaks my skin
That's when the healing can begin
Is there room for a freak like me
Who can't deal with the pain and misery

Some cannot understand
The pain I often feel inside
Then I put the blade in my hand
And brace myself for another ride

As I lay down to sleep
I realize talk is cheap
Words don't seem to kill my pain
Am I the only one insane
When mutilation breaks my skin
That's when the healing can begin
Is there room for a freak like me
Who can't deal with the pain and misery

I feel the blood drip down my flesh
I see it all through teary eyes
It seems to release the stress
But the pain never fucking dies

As I lay down to sleep
I realize talk is cheap
Words don't seem to kill my pain
Am I the only one insane
When mutilation breaks my skin
That's when the healing can begin
Is there room for a freak like me
Who can't deal with the pain and misery