I Didn't Want To

I didn’t want to love you.
I didn’t want to get hurt again.
But it happened,
And there I was,
Standing there,
Waiting,
Hoping that you’d love me back.

I didn’t want to fall for you.
I didn’t want to get my heart broken.
But you caught me,
And I was in your arms,
Feeling safer than ever.

I didn’t want to lose you.
I didn’t want to let go.
But you hurt me,
And I had to,
And I can’t stop missing you now.

I didn’t want to cry over you.
I didn’t want to let everyone know.
But I did,
And the tears are still here.
And they won’t go away.

I didn’t want this to happen.
I didn’t want to stop loving you.
And I haven’t,
But you have.
And I don’t want to move on,
But I must.
And no matter whom I meet,
I won’t love anyone as much as I still love you.