World's best friend

Sink a knife deep into my chest instead of leaving me here to die a slower death.
You meant the world to me even though the world isn't much at all.
Take hate by the hand, let in lead you away from it all and craddel you in its arms.
Love is only an illusion others create, until they grow tired and leave you.
Take a pistol to my head, pull the triger for me.
Press the razor against my wrist and drag it across my flesh.
Break my bones like glass instead of leaving me here alone.
Jealousy can tear apart the "world's best friend"
Nothing is at it seems.
A coma, my dream vacation.
My dreams, my only escape.
I like disney's version of this story better.
This time, there will be no "Happily ever after"