A prayer of heartache and emotional distress. |
Oh God, the everlasting woes and the wondering My heart cannot escape this torment and blundering I look deep into my soul to find the man that I am But I am not for you are the one and only I AM This woman was the first to have my heart in hers To be with her was not just my plan, I thought it was yours Through every action I take and every word I speak Help me in this endeavor for I am ever too weak No peace of mind, just restlessness and anxiety I feel like have no more fight left in me The truth of the matter is, I never did let her go She has always had my heart, she just doesn’t know But I have forsaken my heart and given my vow to another A black cloud hanging over me, then you, you just seem farther As you disappear into the distance, tears pour on me from that cloud Soaking, I am sorry to say I live this life, of which I used to be proud But the loud thundering in sky and the lighting strikes on the ground next to me are too much to handle They have turned my life into a pool of hopelessness and sorrow; they put out my once so vibrant candle So Father, give me grace and wisdom beyond my worth and beyond my years Find me a relief from the everlasting grief, and dry up these somber tears Tell me Jesus, can I ever hold her in my arms again Please answer my prayer Lord, in your name, Amen. |