Sorry

Drowning in tears that are my own
Not knowing where life giving air is
My ears buzzing with sorry
Like it let me leave

Reality slips away
People turn their heads away,
They care nothing about me
Only what I can give them

Slits wrists, slit throat
You’d never notice
If I’d lay dead in your path
You’d never even care!

Sorry, sorry, sorry
Why say it, when it means nothing
It’s no safeguard,
Only a careless word

Sorry is for when you trip
Or make a mistake
Not when you are drowning
In your thoughts, in your lifeless life

My anchor, my love
A mirage, an ideal
You are here in my thoughts
But you’ll never be here for me