To Be With You

I want to be with you so badly,
Why are you not calling me,
Why are you not coming to see me,
Being around makes me feel so good,
You make me feel so safe,
You make me feel so happy,
Like i'm the most confident person alive,
Before i felt as i was the world to you,
Now i just feel like a second choice,
I don't want to be second,
I should be first,
Like you are first to me,
But now i feel like i should just stop caring,
Which is really sad,
I should not be feeling this way,
Even though i feel as your starting to not care for me,
But i really love you,
I'm so confused,
I don't know what to think,
Should we just be friends again,
Or will this all out soon.