Ups N' Downs

They say life has it's ups and downs,
But this past couple of years has been nothing but down,
When will i have my up times in life,
I want to feel like a normal person my age,
Doing normal things in life,
To much stress is in my life,
I don't know how much more a person can handle,
But i'm sure i'm close to the limit,
At least that's how it feels,
I just want everything to end,
I want to start my life all over from scratch,
I'm so confused,
I don't know what to think or how to act,
How am i going to do everything with no help from anybody,
All i really have are friends,
But i want family too.