emptiness, lonliness, heartache |
** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** A wicked past has stunted my growth Reliving, remembering those that loathe, Never to stop until my life's end, Young, my trauma was beginning. My childhood's revealed Leaving me stripped and peeled, I try to keep these Wounds concealed; They Rub and cut into my core so deep. These scars hurt me, I weep Many years I have lost, Self worth and confidence were my cost Confusion and wonder float in my mind Vulnerable, lonely, almost barron inside.. I search for something, somewhere to rest To dream, in my mind, for love my quest looking for the sun, will it rise. Never, it wouldn't be a surprise Unlucky with true happiness, and always, failing bliss.... I am unsure, if I can find this, Living in moments frozen they stand My feet are sinking in quicksand These fragments like fog engulf my mind Bringing with them sadness, enough to swallow mankind Blinded are my eyes, full of tears, I fall Really, what is here anyway after all Bits and pieces, of me, for everyone to see trying to gather them searching, endlessly Numb and much discontentment they reveal I must be dying inside, no love there is to feel. Insecurity surrounds me now, Dwelling and wondering, could I be insanity bound I can't find my place to where I belong My journey continues the road is long The hurt remains what's still behind Energy depleated, I'm tired, I need to unwind I can't breathe as these thoughts smother me. Taking the very air that I breathe. Maybe, my time here is complete I would welcome the finale, defeat. ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** |