I Return

I wish I'd never left. Please forgive me. I want to come back.
I never should have doubted you. You know who you are. I know i destroyed myself. I know i disappointed you. I know you want to forgive me.
I was foolish to think the pain would be better than comfort. I know you. You know me. We know each other. Way to state the obvious right?
I never forgot you. I absentmindedly played out conversations. I thought of you. I wanted you but i chose pain.
The pain is not life. I want life. I want life with you. Please let me come back. I long for you and i know you want me back. You want to save me from it. Let me come back. I beg you, let me come back