Thoughts

This is when Cassie is going to retrieve Malachi from Azazeal at the church during Season 2.
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“You mustn’t go to him! You know what will happen!” Thelma pleaded with Cassie, knowing that it wouldn’t work. Once Cassie has made up her mind there was no changing it when it comes to Azazeal.

“I’m not a twit Thelma! I’m not going to shag him!” Cassie protested, if not a little unconvincingly.

“Oh right! Not like all of the other times!” Thelma threw down the bag of chips she was eating in frustration. “You know you are his Whore! And,” she continued after seeing the look of outrage from Cassie’s face. “I mean that affectionately of course! But you are. You love him and he must love you. He already has your child. If that was all he wanted then he wouldn’t bother you.”

“For your information,” Cassie huffed as she put her hat and scarf on. “I am not in love with him. Yes I did care for him. He is the father of my child. And yes, I may find him devastating attractive, but I will not shag him anymore! I’m strictly going to get the child and come back here. Just get Ella and tell her I’m going to get him.” With that, Cassie left leaving a very put off Thelma in her room.

All the way to the rundown church Cassie had to steel herself to what she was about to do. Despite what she told her best friend, she was in love with Azazeal. And more than likely they will end up in bed together. She knew she could never say no to him. She can. For a short time, but inevitably she would give in. Something about his eyes made her melt. The love, lust or whatever makes her knees weak and her heart flutter.

She sighs. Unfortunately this isn’t a love story and there would be no happy endings. Azazeal is a fallen angel. Our child would destroy humanity by releasing the Nephelims. The other fallen angels who would suck the souls out of all humans. Our only hope now is to kill the child. My child. Our child.

She hasn’t even held poor Malachi yet. She didn’t even think she could, knowing what was going to happen. Luckily enough, Ella said she would do the job.

Cassie still had that sinking feeling when she got to the church steps. What would happen if the child dies? Will Azazeal disappear from my life forever? Or would he take a horrible revenge out on me? Or, would he surprise us all and stay with me? Too many “Ifs” to ponder. Time for this confrontation and get the child. She knew of only one way to get the child and she hopes it works. It would probably be the last time she would be with Azazeal. The thought saddened her. She looked up and entered the church.