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The pain of suffering |
You wanted to protect me, safeguard me from being hurt and yet I'm being torn apart shattered into millions of fragments broken into a smithereen of glass splinters hurting bleeding drowning in my own tears hiding behind hidden fears vulnerable empty alone thrown away onto the rubbish dump of life from where there seems to be no return - because of you What is there to life but being hurt - hurting crying breaking ... yet, I love you - though there seems to be nothing left of life, nothing to live for ... You gave me a new lease on life, a reason to live ... All I'm left with is loneliness and heartache beyond my wildest dreams ... most profound heartache more fragile than a bubble of soap blown away by the slightest breeze Wish I could dance one more dance with you, hear you whisper my name in the wind ... before it gets blown away goes astray lost within the nothingness of life ... wish I could be with you, just one more time ... I want to sleep nevermore to wake; Should I be awake nevermore to sleep - to hurt, to be, to be hurt ... to cry, to cry myself to sleep ... to be lost and lonely to love to hurt ... Filling my hands with the emptiness of life needle sharp splinters hurting pricking into me droplets of blood oozing from me ... like a little wounded animal fleeing in terror hurting ... would I be able to trust ever again? Could there be anything else to life but being hurt hurting ... hurting because of you, because of me ... crying hurting ... I have found you per chance my soulmate - my other you found and lost ... vulnerable hauntingly lonely crying hurting for you ... for me, breaking apart ... being torn apart, bleeding and hurting because of you ... because I love you beyond words, beyond reason because of you ..... DM 3.5.2006 |