Pondering

Yes, I know about Kobe beef. Although I had no idea until I tried it in LA with the devil...
My goal in life, since college, has been to make in interesting. I bore easily I guess. But mostly
I have always felt, very deeply inside, that life wouldnt be fully enjoyed if one doesnt try
new things. I have never been one to remain in a rut. Upon the recognition of a rut, I am
out. I have never regretted these decisions. Goofy on the outside, loud, drunk, etc. But very
serious indeed about my existence here. To the point where I analyze this difference myself
so that I may grow out of a supreme understanding of myself.. every action i take has been
a method to increase my awareness of every way of existance. So that I can eventually appreciate
my own way. A collage of other's ways of existence, with my own secret sauce thrown in, just
for fun an frivolity. Or for my intention of learining somthing here. MOstly about myself
yes, I am self interested, but I have also come to realize in recent times that I learn so much
more about myself when I am interested in learning about others. In fact, it is only because of
my encounters with others that I even recognize this fact now.
Everything in my life has led to the next thing. Its not always obvious where my experinces will
lead me, but after the fact it sure is clear as bold type. For example, car sales is alot
like exotic dancing. Huh? you say. Let me explain. At the titty bar, there are sixty girls on a Friday night. The dj calls "venus your up". Its her time to sell herself. In car sales, there are 8 sales people. the greeter calls "joe your up" Its his time to sell. See?
The big point is, there is so much to learn from every action and decision you make. If you
recognize that as the reason for exisence you can always carry on. Every thing is a lesson
You can fail, but if you feel improved by your failure, it can only help you become a success.