I'm Gonna Be OK.

I'm gonna be ok. I no longer do the things to grab your attention like calling you just to tell you I hate what you did to me. Or looking like I'm having the time of my life infront of you when I really wanted to cry.

I'm not in love anymore and I'm gonna be ok. I no longer think I need love to survive, to breathe. I think of you often, but you're slowly fading away to another "somebody" in a crowd. I don't need your sweet words or your body next to mine at night. I don't need to hear "I love you" to reassure myself that I am good enough.

I'm not crying anymore and I'm gonna be ok. I don't think of our memories with tears streaming down my cheeks. I don't bite my lip to keep it all inside when I hear your name. It doesn't even phase me to see you with those girls.

I'm moving on. I'm seeing the beauty of life like I've never seen. I'm laughing louder. I'm smiling brighter. I'm standing taller. I'm stronger now than before you had your hold on me and because of that,I'm gonna be ok.