He walks in Front of Me

I was driving to go pick up my friend the other day and who walks in front of my car? Steven!! My ex-hubby, with his new girlfriend. I was so upset, I swerved, I almost hit him. Terrible! He just smirked and looked at me. All my feelings and emotions of loss came racing back to me. I immediatly started crying. I havent talked to him or seen him in a month. Now he just pops up in front of my car. I thought i was getting over him and moving on, but I guess not. Out of sight out of mind is all it was. He is always in the back of my mind but I dont cry anymore or dwell in my sorrow. Now i havent stopped thinkiong about him since. I just had to write my feelings here and let you guys know whats going on. I still am in love with my husband, I miss him so much!