Mystic Eyes

My eyes shine everytime I see you, but my heart sinks low. Into a dark abyss of nothingness.
It make me want to cry the tears of a thousand rains. Though I don't know which is worse, feeling the tears or feeling the rain. Knowing, gives me both pain and freedom. Joy and Sorrow.
Why did I care so much for you? Was it all just superficial?
A fantasy mixed with a twisted reality. From which there is no escape.
Only the cold harsh loneliness I feel when I look into your eyes.